February 2012
16 posts
Listen
You have your issues and I have mine. Maybe I don’t deserve to know what’s going on in your life, maybe I should just not care, maybe you should never talk to me again.
But I have earned your friendship, I have earned your trust, I have earned the truth, maybe I am an asshole and maybe I have changed. But right now you’re the one that’s different, think about what...
Wow..
why don’t you give your head a shake and realize what the fuck you’re doing.
I just need to know if you think of my as much as I think of you.
I just need to know if you miss me, just as much as I miss you.
January 2012
36 posts
nothing matters anymore.
lol
The reason why I get so fucking depressed is because I come up with these awesome plans in my head like us getting back together, you coming back to life, me going to college, turning my life around, everything falling into place and me and you living that perfect life.
But
Then
Reality fucking check.
Oh wait none of this is ever going to fucking happen, at the end of the day I’m the...
I guess I’ll always be better off on my own.
“Fuck, I’m no help at all.”
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I wish you could see be now, I wish you could hear the thoughts in my head that I can’t put into words, I wish I would I’ve gotten caught a long time ago, I wish things were different, I wish I wish I wish.
I wish my fucking wishes would come true.
that was the worst thing I could have ever seen.
here comes more depression and anger and sadness.
this is seriously killing me.
I need someone.
fuck.
straight up rock bottom.
New Information
you’ve been fucking for coke. not you, you.
I know for a fact
I won’t be around much longer.
I’m so fucking scared.
Day 1 of talking
I give it a 7.5/10
:)
